Kamis Pagi di Stasiun Sudirman

Kuputuskan berangkat pagi benar. Sebelum matahari mulai menyengat dan kelembaban meningkat seiring dengan peningkatan emosi. Naik commuter adalah satu-satunya alasan yang paling rasional, walau kadang kurang 'manusiawi'. Setengah 6 sepertinya waktu yang tepat sebelum puncak ketidakmanusiawian jalur commuter yang akan aku naiki. Walau harus menanggung resiko menunggu 1 jam lebih. Resiko yang sekali...

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Trivia 承: Love

Produced by Hiss Noise, Slow Rabbit & RM Album BTS - Love Yourself 結 'Answer' Is this love Is this love Sometimes I know Sometimes I don't The next lyrics, um What should I write, um Too many words circle around me But none of them feel how I feel I just feel it Like the moon rises after the sun rises Like how fingernails grow Like trees that shed their bark once a year That you are the one...

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Serpihan Pasir

“In everybody’s life there’s a point of no return. And in a very few cases, a point where you can’t go forward anymore. And when we reach that point, all we can do is quietly accept the fact. That’s how we survive.” “And once the storm is over, you won’t remember how you made it through, how you managed to survive. You won’t even be sure, whether the storm is really over. But one thing is certain....

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Ramadhan 1439 H

Udah bertahun-tahun ga ikutan tarawih berjamaah di Masjid dekat rumah. Masjid paling dekat rumah, yang di Gg. Kopral. Yang cuma 5 menit jalan kaki. Biasanya, dulu, kalo tarawih, pasti ke Masjid Jl. Cipto. Yang lebih besar. Lebih rame. Tapi lebih jauh. 15 menit jalan kaki. Kapan ya, terakhir sholat disini. Ga ingat. Kayaknya dulu pernah sih disini. Setelah marbot Masjid Jl. Cipto ganti sama sekelompok...

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If Only

If only we can hear each other mind Will it be better? Or worse? I'm tired of trying to say the things in my head and trying to see what other people think about I'm not sure if words are enough Even sometimes they make things more confusing If only we can hear each other mind ...and understand each other without saying much But maybe I need to hear my mind and understand what's really going...

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Magic Shop

Lyrics & Composer: Jungkook, Hiss noise, RM, Jordan “DJ Swivel” Young, Candace Nicole Sosa, ADORA, J-Hope, Suga [English Translation] [V] I know you’re hesitating Because even if you tell the truth, it’ll come back as scars [Jungkook] I won’t say clichéd things like “have strength” I’ll just listen to you, listen [RM] What did I tell you? I told you you’d overcome You didn’t believe (really) Will...

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Tuhan Dimana?

Ayumi (3 yo): [Nunjuk imam tarawih] "Bun*, itu Tuhan?" Sarifah (22 yo): "Bukan Yum, itu imam sholat." Ayumi: "Trus, Tuhan dimana?" Sarifah: [Bengong] ".. Tuhan itu jauh, Yum." *Bun aka. Bunde aka. Bude aka. Tante Ayumi ni emang terlalu bijak & kritis (& kurang ajar kadang, hahaa). Kadang suka lupa kalo doi masih 3 tahun. Terlalu dewasa untuk anak seusia dia. Bingung ya, susah ternyata ngedidik...

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Rindu

Ah, suasana ini. Sudah lama aku tak di sini. Diantara wajah-wajah lelah itu. Wajah-wajah lelah yang berusaha mengusir bosan dengan birunya layar ponsel di genggaman. Ponsel-ponsel investasi. Ponsel-ponsel yang menemani satu dua jam perjalanan dalam diam, diantara aroma penat yang memenuhi udara. Mendadak aku merasa sepi. Tujuan terakhir. Aku melangkah keluar. Terdiam sejenak untuk menikmati udara...

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Crazy Rich Asians

“I'm telling you, this so-called 'prosperity' is going to be the downfall of Asia. Each new generation becomes lazier than the next. They think they can make overnight fortunes just by flipping properties and getting hot tips in the stock market. Ha! Nothing lasts forever, and when this boom ends, these youngsters won't know what hit them” ― Kevin Kwan, Crazy Rich Asians It was actually not a surprise...

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Tell Me Something Good

"I know and that's why I can't have you tied to me. I don't want you to miss all the things that someone else can give you. And selfishly I don't want you to look at me one day and feel even the tiniest bit of regret or pity." Been wanting to read Jojo Moyes books for long, but ended up watching it first. Actually, I never wanted to watch movies or read books if it doesn't have a happy ending. And...

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Pathetic

Pernah ga sih, ngerasa ga siap sama sesuatu yang baru? Mungkin, mostly semua orang bakal ngerasa hal yang sama ya. Kayaknya ini alasan paling besar kenapa akhir-akhir ini rasanya demotivated gitu buat ngelamar kerja. Kerna emotionally belum siap untuk terjun ke dunia kerja. Terlebih lagi, lowongan...

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160318

Annyeong.. Dah lama banget ga nulis. There were so many things going on in my head these recent months, even until now. Jadi gitu ya, kalo terlalu banyak jadinya bingung mau nulis yang mana dulu. Ujung-ujungnya jadi ga nulis apapun. Makanya yang berlebihan ga baik, just enough is enough. But sometimes your mind is not your mind. It has its own space and time. Udah seminggu lebih di rumah, hampir...

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Yet, We Are Merely Human After All

It's already the third week of December and this is my first post this month. Sigh Been refraining myself to write anything but the internship report. Turned out I just refraining my ability to write anything because of too many thoughts that piling up and absorbing my energy. And the determination to write the internship report is left as a spoilt motivation. So many things happened these few weeks. I...

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